Installation view of 《Girlhood》 (Ieum 1977, 2025) © Hee Vaak

The exhibition 《Girlhood》 is not a simple recollection or a representation of faith, but perhaps a process of revisiting childhood memories that have become insignificant or dulled because they seemed so natural, and looking back at the images that became the source of the work.

Installation view of 《Girlhood》 (Ieum 1977, 2025) © Hee Vaak

Children each take commemorative photographs in their own innocent ways. I see various expressions: quiet, distracted, focused, uncomfortable, cheerful, blank. The scenery and expressions of First Communion, which had been a special day, felt both unfamiliar and familiar, with a sense of estrangement.

The white and clean dress, and the mantilla that seemed to grant sacredness, gave the feeling of becoming an immaculate and holy being. Within this strict and pure system, there existed a discomfort like a stiff neck.

In the scattered scenery, I see sacredness and discomfort, reverence and kitsch coexisting as they are given to beings who do not know what is going on. The daughter wears a dress, and the mother wears hanbok, as they walk side by side.

Installation view of 《Girlhood》 (Ieum 1977, 2025) © Hee Vaak

A scene from childhood is a fragmentary yet profoundly influential cross-section of memory formed by the wishes of the family. Rather than being the subject of faith, I was a proxy onto whom the family’s wishes were projected, and I tried to live up to the model of a life of faith defined by religious ideals or institutions.

I am interested in the emotions of Korean faith, transformed as Confucianism, folk beliefs seeking blessings, and traditional culture seeped into foreign religions in the process of their settlement in Korea after the opening of the ports, and I am tracing the substance of fervent belief and hope passed down from my grandmother to my mother, and from my mother to me.

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