Installation view of 《Hoping for a Safe Day》 (Cheongju Art Studio, 2022) © Hee Vaak

In an age of anxiety, when the safety of even today cannot be guaranteed, the exhibition follows the genealogy of the wish, “hoping for a safe day.”

“Hoping for a Safe Day” begins from the image of the “praying girl,” commonly seen in the 1970s and 1980s. Joshua Reynolds’s The Infant Samuel(1776) one day crossed over to Korea, was copied by an anonymous person, and, with the phrase “Hoping for a Safe Day” added to it, became the Korean-style “praying girl.”

The “praying girl,” embroidered in the punch-needle embroidery technique seen in framed pictures during childhood, was regarded as an icon of safety and well-being, a concrete form of wishing for things to be without incident. Through the act of copying a heart of hope, stitching today’s reflection and regret one stitch at a time, the work weaves a world of hope that has not yet arrived.

Hee Vaak, A world that works by faith, 2022, Acrylic on canvas, 142x408cm © Hee Vaak

The sense of getting by, the sense of obligation that one must work, eat, and live, and checking the mood of the day while enduring a lumped-together day. Then, at times, the sensation of something sparkling, of starting anew, briefly surges up, but if it slips from one’s hand, it hits the hard ground and shatters into pieces. Now, knowing it is useless, I piece together and repair fragmented feelings as a means of maintaining the day.

The purpose is only to do, not to achieve. I loosely patch together the past and temporarily restore it in its broken state. When I endure like that for a while and carry what I have managed to accomplish like a burden, it feels like a record of having lived through a day. Without small goals or clear purposes, I endure yesterday-today-tomorrow and step forward one stitch at a time toward an empty hope.

Although I desperately wish for a stable state, I paradoxically repeat only passive resolutions and hopes. The work speaks about a powerless heart that lives by uncertain faith.

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