Moonassi, Rock Paper Scissors, 2021, Ink and acrylic on paper, 72.7 x 60.6 cm © Moonassi

Why do I draw? The fact that this question feels unfamiliar suggests that I may have taken the act of drawing too much for granted. When I was younger and more interested in writing than drawing, an acquaintance once asked me a similar question: “Why do you write so much?” At the time, I think I answered, “Because I want someone I like to think well of me.” Looking back, I do not think my answer is very different now.

The only difference may be that the person I want to impress has gradually expanded from one individual to my family, my friends, audiences of certain generations and age groups, people in countries around the world, and even viewers who may encounter my work in the future.

I want them to think well of me, and if there is one compliment I most want to hear, it would probably be, “I’ve felt this way too!” I believe that the greatest motivation behind my drawing is the desire to connect with people across the world who share, or have once shared, the same emotions as I do.

Another important reason I draw is that drawing is the most comforting activity for me, much like entering one’s own quiet cave after finishing a busy day. I find it difficult to understand why people around me worry that drawing must be exhausting. For me, drawing is instead a form of rest and pause.

I love everything about the act of drawing—or, more precisely, the sound and smell produced when I dip a wet brush into ink and draw the first sweeping stroke across the paper. All of these processes bring me comfort in the same way as repetitive and meditative activities such as running, watering plants, or brewing tea. The act of drawing is, for me, a form of meditation and discipline, as well as a process of self-healing.

Although my reasons for drawing are so deeply rooted in myself, it would be a good thing if I could also gain financial benefit from it, and an even better thing if someone could find comfort through my work. Furthermore, if another creator were to encounter my drawings, find inspiration in them, and produce something even better, there could be nothing more rewarding.

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