Beom Jinyong, A Figure, 2014, Ink on canvas, 30 x 30 cm © Beom Jinyong

The starting point of my practice is a dream journal that records the unconscious. The figures that appear in my dreams each have distinct personalities and undergo regression, growth, transformation, or disappearance. Broadly, they consist of myself, the Shadow Boy, the Octopus Girl, and the crowds (these names are based on how I first encountered them), and each character is further divided into more specific personas.

Myself — I am myself, and in dreams only the point of view changes; the character itself undergoes very little transformation. Shadow Boy — a vampire, a faceless man, a priest or guide, a child. Octopus Girl — a shaman, a crab woman, a vampire, a bride, a Filipina goddess. Crowds — zombies, soldiers, mannequins.

Beom Jinyong, Dream Diary Recording - False Prophet, 2014, Charcoal on canvas, 140 x 830 cm © Beom Jinyong

These personas may transform or overlap with one another. The Shadow Boy, for instance, may be portrayed as a child longing for protection, but can also transform into gentlemen filled with society’s conventional values. Social masks, repressed instincts, vulnerability, compassion, integrity, coldness, communication between the individual and the collective, avoidance, and conflict all emerge as personified figures or distinct personas.

They are like the spokes of a wheel: if one spoke becomes disproportionately large or small, the cart that represents the self begins to creak or comes to a halt. Even the aspects of the self that I would rather turn away from are not matters of right or wrong according to social convention, but questions of balance and harmony; I therefore seek to express them according to the impressions they possess in themselves.

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