Performance in connection with the exhibition 《Flowing Zine Parade》 © dianalab

When we explain exhibitions, performances, or parades created under the name of dianalab, people often respond, “So, this is what you call barrier-free, right?” Whenever that happens, we pause for a moment. Hmm. How should we explain this? Because we are people who think deeply and react sensitively to the word “barrier,” our answers are never satisfactory. Sometimes we brush it off with, “It’s similar.” Other times we deliberately say, “We are not barrier-free, we are barrier-conscious!”—a concept almost unknown. Either way, it is never something that can be explained properly in a short time. Where should we begin?

When we think about the word “barrier-free,” our minds become complicated. The saddest part is that such conditions are rare in Korea today. Even if we limit the meaning of barrier-free only to a space without physical thresholds, the same is true. Through the Discrimination-Free Store project (Note 1), we came to realize painfully just how difficult it is to find a space where you can go together with someone who uses a wheelchair, and how dreamlike it is to hope for a space where you can also stay without discrimination with other social minorities. That is why the mere sight of the word “barrier-free” makes us happy, because it makes us think, “Wow! That must be a place where we can all go together!” Even in Seoul, the city with the most barrier-free spaces in Korea, the word is by no means common. The reality check that comes with the boundary of a physical threshold is powerful. And yet, why do we hesitate to use that word?

First, it should be noted that within the “we” who do things together under the name of dianalab, there are people with a wide variety of minority identities. And within the group of people commonly referred to as “people with disabilities” or “people with severe disabilities,” there exist vastly different types of disability and enormous individual differences. It is obvious, but just as not all women are the same, not all disabled people are similar either. Some people ask questions like, “What should I do if I encounter a wild bear in the mountains?” in the same way they ask, “What should I do if I meet someone with developmental disabilities?” There are even many who ask us to produce manuals on how to deal with each type of disability.

We, who are treated as objects to be dealt with, have been thrown out of restaurants famous for welcoming wheelchair users simply because of having developmental disabilities (Note 2). On the street, we are glared at, or even subjected to discrimination and violence from people who themselves are in marginalized positions. How can we explain this complexity? A physically barrier-free environment is precious, but it does not guarantee that we will not be discriminated against. A story about a restaurant owner waiving the bill out of pity for a disabled customer is not a heartwarming tale.

Eliminating physical barriers does not make invisible barriers disappear. Nor does removing a few barriers mean that the others stop operating. We are people with multiple identities. If it were possible to exist only with a single identity, things would be simple and nice. But such a thing does not happen in this world. Some of us are disabled and at the same time women, queer, vegan, parents, foreigners, people of color, those with low educational backgrounds, and those living in poverty. Barriers exist everywhere, and they target and penetrate not only minorities but everyone. Yet, the moment we use the word “barrier-free,” it sometimes feels as if the world is not like that.

The reason dianalab does not readily use the word “barrier-free” is that we cannot rid ourselves of the thought that the moment the word is uttered, we are forced into a binary framework of thought. Regardless of good intentions and necessity, saying the word inevitably creates a dualistic opposition: between those to whom barrier-free applies and those to whom it does not, between those who invite and those who are invited, between spaces that are not barrier-free and those that are. Of course, barrier-free as a physical condition is a basic premise for dianalab to be able to do anything. But the moment we describe ourselves with that word, it feels as though what we can do has somehow been reduced. Just as a performance labeled “barrier-free” does not necessarily guarantee barrier-free conditions for those performing in it. It is difficult to deny that the utterance of the word itself creates a certain hierarchy.

While carrying out the Discrimination-Free Store project, we encountered countless sharp boundaries: “Disabled people are fine, but LGBTQ+ are not.” “Disabled and LGBTQ+ are fine, but it must be a no-kids zone.” “Animals are not allowed.” “Wheelchairs are fine, but intellectual disabilities are not.” “Developmental disabilities are fine, but wheelchairs are not allowed.” “You must call ahead before coming.” “It’s fine as long as customers don’t see it.” “A guardian must accompany them.” These are just some examples. The drawing of lines—what is acceptable and what is not—happens everywhere, all the time. Gender, age, educational level, alignment or misalignment of biological and social sex, sexual orientation, family structure, race, place of origin, nationality, religion, class, mother tongue, physical features and body image, disability status, health… thousands of lines run through us. There is no place where barriers are not at work. This can even happen within organizations doing social activism, or among human rights activists themselves.

One time, we heard a very striking question: “What should we do if a perpetrator of sexual violence goes around claiming to be a feminist?” To which someone answered, “What guarantee is there that someone who calls themselves a feminist will not commit sexual violence?” It was exactly right. We are fairly cynical people, so in fact we believe in nothing. We know that people with one minority identity can very easily neglect or take a very violent attitude toward other minorities. And unfortunately, such things do actually happen.

Therefore, we try as much as possible not to hold expectations or prejudices about “XXX” as an objectified category that will behave in such and such a way. Instead of expecting someone, categorized as belonging to a certain group, to have those traits, we expect every individual we meet to be a good person. And we imagine that all these individuals coming together could perhaps do lots of joyful things. For people who claim to believe in nothing, we are actually quite optimistic.

To be together joyfully, the word we use is “barrier-conscious.” Just as dianalab and the Infoshop Café Byeolggol have been appropriating the zine in completely different ways, so too with this concept.

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